I prefer my pain to be an illusion -
Parabola
We are but children.
We see the universe in a hopelessly naive way.
We have constructed an idea of what is (reality) with our incredibly limited perceptions.
We hold on to these perceptions as we would hold on to someone we love, not willing to let go of the familiar.
We find hope in things like religion, science, and mathematics, trying to find comfort by pretending to know something.
We are wide eyed (naive) and hopefully wild
(Our actions are inherently chaotic and do not follow any sort of logical pattern.)
We barely remember what came before this precious moment, choosing to be here right now.
Hold on
Stay inside...
This body holding me, reminding me that I am not alone
This body makes me feel eternal.
All this pain is an illusion.
~ How old is the universe? ~
We like to think we can trace the origin of all matter to a specific beginning, but what came before that?
There is no way fer us to know.
Perhaps our existence is merely a choice.
Descartes did say 'I think therefore I am.' I exist because I think I exist.
Yet there is comfort in those around us.
Other people, other bodies, other minds, all equally naive and clueless of the world around them-this is what true equality is.
And it all happens to be an eternal existence.
The human body can be broken down into infinitely tiny particles, just as it is an infinitely small particle of yet another infinitely huge universe.
This existence is but a single moment in time.
After this life is another, and yet another, continuing on through infinity.
Try to realize that this life is an incredible holy gift, that each little moment, each tiny fragment of life is an experience, and that experience is holy.
Hold on to this life, this experience, as we are only allowed to experience it once.
That is what makes it holy.
We are but mortals.
This life is very fragile and unstable.
That is why we should hold on to it and do everything in our power to make it as good as we can.
We only have one chance at this particular experience, and we need to realize this.
We need to overcome our fear, our pain, all negative thought and emotion.
Only then will we be truly living, truly experiencing the gift of this one unique life, this single existence.
Waves - Be them sound, dream, or rhythmatic theta waves, they all reflect a neural process whereby information essential to the soul's contentment or wellbeing is gathered and is reprocessed into memory.
After I spent a little bit of time alone (lol) contemplating how our brain stem neurons process things like: our environment, our current circumstances, our tragic pasts - hopeful futures, aye, or even our emotional vocabulary, in order to analyze, arrange, and ultimately interpret this collected data, so it can in turn be played out before us while we dream.
And as yer well know, the subjects of dreams are not only broad-ranging, they're fookin' complex as well.
I find what takes place in our brains during this analytical process in order to produce a dream truly amazing.
Aye, especially when yer consider what our tired minds must contend with, process and then reprocess (yer know, fer the wishy-washy type, hehe) on a daily basis, not to mention incorporating self-image, fears, insecurities, strengths, grandiose ideas, sexual orientation, desire, jealousy, love, blah, blah, snore...
I mean dreams clearly have a deep psychological core, yer know?
And I don' care what some believe, because I think that after thinkin' all me thinkin' thoughts 'n' such, that the characteristics of the unconscious and associated processes of brain functioning are very different from what most of the bullshit psychoanalytical minds have offered up as a 'theory' in order to appease the millions of questions so many different wave seekers have asked over the centuries.
Indeed such Musings 'n' inquiries have always surrounded the enigmatic reasoning's of dreams, and what we got goin' on here is juss another tired dreamer's theory being spilled out before yer by a scared, neurotic Poet.
Still, in regards to waves 'n' dreams, energy ‘n’ the such, I truly believe that rather than being a cauldron of untamed passions and destructive wishes, the unconscious is a cohesive, continuously active mental structure that takes note of life's experiences and reacts according to its own scheme of interpretation.
Dreams are not disguised as a consequence of repression, no fookin' way, their unusual character is a result of the complex associations that are culled from memory by way of theta rhythms, or energy.
Aye, but if dreams were merely energy's 'best fit' waves of thought the forebrain could provide to this random bombardment from the brain stem, then their bizarreness would indeed be inherently meaningless.
Because the truth is, that rhythmatic waves are capable of triggering so much more than juss sensations and by knowing how dreams can often times appear to have psychological content, the sense, or plot, results from the order that was imposed on the chaos of neural signals.
And that order being of course would be a function of our own personal views of the world, which to me at least, clearly illustrates the role of the theta rhythm.
But how would then mathematical equation fer these dreamy waves be written out?
What if we could write a theoretical equation using God's design that's already around us?
In a honey bee community the female bees always outnumber the male bees.
No matter what, in any beehive in the world if you divide the number of female bees by the male bees you always get 1.618 - Pi.
Sea shells... the ratio of each spiral's diameter to the next - Pi.
Pine cone petals, leaf arrangement on plant stalks, insect segmentation... the human body.
De Vinci was known for his love of the divine proportion – ‘The Vitruvian Man’ was one of many.
It has been proven that the human body itself is made of building blocks whose proportional ratios - Pi.
If you take and measure the distance from the tip of your head to the floor; then divide that by the distance from your belly button to floor, you get Pi.
Shoulder to finger tip then elbow to finger tip - Pi.
It is found in architectural dimensions of the Greek Parthenon, the pyramids of Egypt.
Mozart's sonatas, Beethoven's 5th Symphony, etc, etc, etc.
This is one of the main reasons Pagans worship mother earth - this proportion was used in everything at the beginning of time.
One of the perfect examples of Pi is the 5 pointed star, pentagram - or pentacle.
This symbol is thought to be magical and divine by many cultures, the ratios of line segments in a pentacle - Pi
I used to dream the majority of my dreams in music notes, I often wonder if this was some sort of dream pattern.
And if it were, could we induce or duplicate a certain dream we find pleasing?
Or block a nightmare that kills us every night?
Yeah, my pain is an illusion.
Cos if it is not...
Well, then I'm pretty much fucked huh?
Great.
I dunno...
Regardless though, I still think I did rather well here in demonstrating irrelevance.
Don't you?
